tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:178887 shed light on the true enemy wn 2009-05-05T01:32:35Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:178887:7558 2009-05-05T01:32:06Z 2009-05-05T01:32:35Z "Fly From the Inside" -- Shinedown chipper public 0 <i>I can't escape the pain<br />I can't control the rage<br />Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane<br />I'm not against what's right <br />I'm not for what's wrong<br />I'm just making my way and I'm gone</i><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=wishlesssnight&ditemid=7558" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:178887:7270 2009-05-02T22:21:52Z 2009-05-02T22:21:52Z "Never Take Frienship Personal" -- Anberlin blah public 0 I don't think I've ever really understood the meaning for blogging. I've always had problems expressing my feelings, whether it be spoken or through words, but yet I still do it. I guess I like to punish myself because I know that once I start something I need to carry on with it. So, I'm a glutton for punishment? Eh. <br /><br />Over the past few months I've been trying to get my life back into order. It's a tough process and when I think I'm doing great, I end up failing and realizing that it's all a downhill battle. I've been suffering from depression for a year now, though at times it seems like an eternity. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy with anything. Writing and making graphics no longer seem to matter to me, I've become the world's biggest procrastinator, and I seem to be drawn into drama that I neither want nor have truly been any part of. I think if I were to escape all the meaningless drama crap then I'd be fine. Who knew online life could be filled with more drama than my actual life?<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=wishlesssnight&ditemid=7270" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments